It's odd finally being told that I smile often, it's a very unfamiliar yet relieving feeling. I am grateful i have found something to smile over, cry over, laugh over, die over, devote my soul over. I am unbelievably grateful to have discovered shinee, whom have come to be my teachers, and my idols. Though sometimes, not feeling depressed is just as nauseating. It's still so hard to wake up, though I can do it.