#but then i see a picture of kai and i forget everything
#no but seriously
#idk maybe i'll forget this in the morning
i really don’t want to be as addicted to kpop anymore because i feel like i’m losing myself and forgetting who i was because kpop has given me not only a special kind of happiness but something to look forward to and an exposure to a whole other culture. but i think that’s why i’m hanging on too tightly, because i found something wonderful in life. and i need to let go because i want to live life not always crying over people i will never meet.
"Everyone’s just looking for reasons to wake up and get out of bed, some do it for nothing but a kiss, perhaps a cup of coffee, others have a harder time; no train to catch, no hand to hold, no reasons at all."
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